One day at a Time..

mrspanda365:

Good Morning World.
Isn’t it about time to have time to yourself and relax? “Slow down” Why? It’s hard to find time and it’s hard enough to play catch up in this place as it is. I wish life wasn’t so demanding and gave us time to just enjoy the little things in life… Yes I do appreciate the little sleep I get and the food I can afford.. but in all honesty, Americans (people in general) hardly have the time to enjoy anything. They are always on the move to the next thing..
I just want to sit somewhere nice, enjoy life and be with the person I love. Simple as that <3

Good Morning World.

Isn’t it about time to have time to yourself and relax? “Slow down” Why? It’s hard to find time and it’s hard enough to play catch up in this place as it is. I wish life wasn’t so demanding and gave us time to just enjoy the little things in life… Yes I do appreciate the little sleep I get and the food I can afford.. but in all honesty, Americans (people in general) hardly have the time to enjoy anything. They are always on the move to the next thing..

I just want to sit somewhere nice, enjoy life and be with the person I love. Simple as that <3

Goodbye…?

I’m struggling as it seems no matter how I try to make it seem like I’m doing ok.

Everyday still gets better, it is how time “heals”, but I still miss you when it counts. I still reminisce the time we’ve had.. I miss the times we sat n silence as you drove me home or wherever our destination was. I hate you.. I hate that we were ever apart of each others lives..

I want to move on so much.

i miss you, even though I know I shouldn’t…. and it’s killing me

I no longer feel your presence. I don’t feel that good feeling I had when we would talk. It disappeared; it flew away like the wind, along with the butterflies that were once in my stomach. I loved the feeling of being in your arms, but now thats all gone and I will no longer be in your arms because sooner or later someone else will. Sometimes I just want to forget about you and pretend as if you never existed in my life. Like if those moments we had together never truly happened and just think of them as a dream, and like a dream that was always just to good to be true. I no longer feel your love, your touch, your kiss, or your warmth. Your laugh will slowly fade away from my memory along with all those feelings that I had for you. I guess I have to learn and accept that you will no longer be a part of my life, my moments of joy, and my moments of sadness. It’s time for both of us to just move on and forget what we once almost completely had.

M.Rodrodriguez (via truelovewaiits)

The fact that, that this is all true breaks my heart. Slowly the memories stop bringing me guilt. I no longer cry and feel like I am betraying our love because our love no longer exist when you stopped loving me..You stopped caring and wanted nothing to do with me, the life that we shared. You wanted nothing to do with our past.

So I am have moved on. Moved on and today realized I did not feel any guilt with the fact that I was around another person…

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blogsecret:

I hate when you come and visit for an hour and less, and then leave thinking that I’ll be alright. Im not, cause i could be with you for days straight and not get enough of you. If only you knew this and just stayed a little longer for me.

Never believe the words ‘I love you’,
Cause every time I believe it.
It’s another time he lied.
Another endless night,
Another broken heart,
A whole new pain.

Natasha Elizabeth Bero (via ellieraptor)

(via makemestfu)

Who have you become?

I used to be the girl who would never EVER cut her hair short, who would never argues with others, who would never ever talk first in a room full of people.

Who am i?

I’ve become this person who silently wish that her life would just stop. Wishing she was worth something more. Hoping to make that person who broke her heart turn his head. Praying that she would just be happy again.. I guess that is one thing that has not change…

Everyday I look at myself in the mirror and I see an ugly person behind all the make up. I see this once innocent beautiful girl deep inside, but now ever since the relationship and the death of this love, with all my ugliness hanging out and no one there to help me put the pieces together..

I hate me. I’m ugly. I’m a failure only here to burden the people in my life.

WHO AM I?

I just want to disappear.. no matter how hard I front that I am content, I am happy, I am becoming something better in life, i’m not… I am an ugly person, who is falling apart every second of the day, as that person’s life come together.

It’s as if he took my broken pieces to build his stairs to happiness…

Oh dear.. is this my purpose in life?

the person you see smiling… have become the person I am today.. fake and craving for a small moment of laughter… never truly obtaining eternal happiness… not deserving more than a mere moment…

I WANT THIS

(via sensexual)